poniedziałek, 9 maja 2011

I was wondering...

...how it will be, how I will feel. It is actually like an alcoholic not drinking for few days... No but you taught me to be patient, not to react too emotionally in some situations and it really helped me. Maybe it is not that difficult for me as I've got used to this situation since February in some way: So I stopped panic but well, I am still worried about you. I can imagine you are not sleeping at this moment as you are not used to go to sleep so early... But how do you funcion out there without internet? Jeez that must be difficult!
I hope everything will be just fine and your mission will last not longer than you except. It is not that easy to be a female of a soldier who decides to serve for his country... but well, I think you have made the right choice.
And it is f...ing difficult not to be allowed to tell the truth anyone :( At least here is my place that helps me not to go crazy now.
Btw I'm a blondie but not that stupid as definition says about blondies...
I've seen this great TV show where some guys wear white shirts and silver ties... One of them looked really fine and it was so nice to listen to his voice but I understood like 5 words of all that he was talking - maybe it is better that I can't understand it but that made me actually upset as I realized that I will never learn this language with strange pronouncation :(:(:(

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